I'm so tired of caring. Am so so tired.
I wanna give up, can i?!
But i don't bear to let you go. I needa cry almost every night before i can get to sleep. I must obey what you say yet you can choose not to. I'm so so so so very very tired alr.
I ask you to go home early because i care about you and your safety .. You know the gates had alr opened. Idk what to do, seriously. I think i shouldn't care, really shouldn't.