Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Yesterday, Town + Bugis with Cas.
Meet her at Cck, and took a bus down to Town, we didn't expect it will rain, and took the bus, halfway through the highway, it started to drizzle, and when we reached Town, its alr raining cats and dogs, so we decided to drop @ Ps, and took a train back to Somerset 313 instead.
Forever 21 to look for her skinny, failed to look for it. So went to uniquo instead, found a skinny to her liking, and bought it, she send it for alteration as its too long for her, so we went to walk around while waiting to collect it.
Collected her skinny 20mins later, then trained back to Ps, to look for Baby and his friends.
Went to have chicken rice for dinner, then trained to Bugis with Cas.

Shopped around, and my money flew. >:
Bused back home around 9plus 10.

Today, Changi airport with Baby.
Meet him at Cck, then down to Bugis first to get my shorts changed.
Trained down to Changi airport aftermath, took the sky train to T2, and had Sakae Sushi there. Yumyum! :D
Lovediemybaby!
Bused back to Woodlands around 10plus, and then changed train home.
Tiring nao, gotta go sleep soon! Bai!


I'm really very tired of quarreling with you, very very tired of caring. But, why am i still caring? Idk.
No matter how hard i try to make things right, you'll always blame me still.
Why do you always love to break your promises? While i can't break mine?
I know i had done alot of things causing you unhappiness the last time. But i'm alr changing for the better, can't you see it?
You love to say i contact L, flirting with guys, contacting other guys. Texting them w/o you knowing. Every nonsensical stuffs you said, i swallowed them down my throat, one by one, tolerating them as much as i can.
But you never failed to make me explode, and shout them out right into your face. In the end, its still my wrong, for shouting at you. Each and everytime, you always tell me, you will change you will change. Ended up? No results shown.
More or less, its alr becoming your habit of saying this. Am i right to say this? You yourself know it.
Everytime you asked me to leave you for him, i'm always speechless, not because i like him, its because i'm super disappointed in you. This is what you called love? Love me? Love me can even sacrifice me to him? Kick me around like a football?
I'm leaving sg soon, can i stop worrying bout sg's life, bout you, bout everything in sg? No, i can't. Cause i'm afraid you would leave me for Bel one of those days.
Can we just stop quarreling for a period of time? Can you just stop your nonsense? Can you fucking say what you mean and mean what you say and stop breaking your promises?! Can you?!
Idk how long more i can trust you, trust your words. I'm always like a fool, get fooled by you, your words, your promises. Idk, idk how long i can take this.
Its a never ending disappointment. It will never end, our quarrels, disappoints, arguments, fights. Why! >:

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