Nobody can actually understand how i feel right now.
All i can do is to get drunk and live my life with what i've now.
My life is so so miserable, so so hard to live on. I wanted to give up, but some day someone told me something which went right into my head and knocked my brain hard till i finally finally decide to face reality.

This is the way you left me, i'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love, like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life, but not together.

I'm everything i am, because you loved me.

You know that i love you,
You know that i need you,
Your my air that i breath you,
So don't try to change me.