I'm sorry for everything i've done, sorry that i lied, sorry for everything.
There's a reason why i lied to you instead of telling the truth. I didn't want you to be worried, and ofcourse jealous or angry. I'm stupid enough for not cherishing you, and regretted now. I'm sorry that i used to place my friends before you. I am really sorry bout that. I felt guilty shouting at you, and showing attitude everytime. I might be the worst girlf you ever had, but after so much of brainwashing from friends, i'm willing to change. Yes, you might not be able to see the result now, but sooner or later you will, provided we're still together. Erm, thanks for being there when i need you, and for that cute little stitch too. I missed you texting me those long and sweet messages which you aren't gonna do it anymore i suppose, or maybe i doesn't have a chance to see it anymore. I missed your hugs, and kisses. And hell yea, i need your love.
Perhaps, we should really talk things out, and talk more. If we are going to shut up and sit side by side each time we meet up, i really don't know how we could last. And i'm more to an introvert. You should know if you don't ask, i won't say. It heartache me seeing our relationship get ruin by me. Blame it on my carelessness, my unconsciously act, and my eff up attitude. And i admit, i don't usually show my love out and acted as if i don't care, but deep down in my heart, i actually care alot, and my love for you is ineffable. And so i beg for your forgiveness ..
I don't know what will happen next, i don't wish to know either. If we're inseparable, we'll be back together in months later, or perhaps years if we really broke off ..
Iloveyou, eternity,
22735.
Torturing myself is the best way for me now, and don't be surprise if i went mia.
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