Friday, didnt went out.
Saturday, job hunting with Cassey at Town and Bugis, but failed. Meet Cassey at TeckWhye station, and then lrt-ed to panjang.
Bused down to Bugis, went to Streets for the hunting of jobs, but no shop seems to be hiring 15years old girls. So yea, went to eat Wanton Mee and down to Town, we walked there fyi.
FarEast to look for jobs again, this time round they only hire 18 and above. -.-' Uh, like suey only.
Walked to Cineleisure and bused home from there.
Sunday, didn't went out. Watched online movie at home. At night things happened, we broke off. I cried like some mad pussy, monkey and others were brainwashing me, but to no avail, i'm very stubborn, diedyingdead filled my mind. I called Jielun up without any hesitation, cause he's the only person i can think of who can make me laugh and haven't sleep at that time, which is 3plus in the morning.
Chatted with him till 4plus, and request to hangup, but he doesn't allow me. I insisted and hang.
Awhile later, Roy bombed me calls after he saw the message i sent him. But i refuses to pick up and send him another message instead, telling him i'm sleeping alr, in fact i can't get to sleep. Meanwhile i'm having fever too.
Slept at 5am, and wake up at 8.20am.
I'm awake till now. I'm not tired, cause i know i can't get to sleep.
Asked him bout some things, and i'm afraid he's just giving false hopes. Twinnie, i need you. ):
Told Sherman bout it this morning, and he's always there cheering me up. Asking me to eat, at least drink if i don't want to. Make sure i don't cut, emo again. Ask me to meet him at Tamp and he would accompany me, but i'm heading down to Pasir Ris instead, i'm sorry another day k. He realised my voice sounds very shag, and send me a message and ask me not to get upset bout him.
But, which girl would do nothing, not even mentioning break up when her boyf went to meet another girl and lied to her that he's being locked up in the HQ. I guess only me. The reason for not doing that is because, i trust him, i wanted to give him another chance to change, people deserve second chance, don't they? I wanted to hear his explaination for lying to me, not telling me the truth. My biggest hope now is to patch up with him, i'll be a happy girl by then.
Anyhow, i went to Pasir Ris with Cassey just now for some chilling session by cycling around the park.
Somehow missed the times when i'm at ECP with Sherman.
Down to Hougang for Desmond's grandpa's songka afterthat, left around 7.20pm and went home. And i tear in the bus again, just now. I just can't control it. I'm a failure, sigh.
1 more week to our 2nd month, i really hope to spend it with you, not alone.
Saturday, job hunting with Cassey at Town and Bugis, but failed. Meet Cassey at TeckWhye station, and then lrt-ed to panjang.
Bused down to Bugis, went to Streets for the hunting of jobs, but no shop seems to be hiring 15years old girls. So yea, went to eat Wanton Mee and down to Town, we walked there fyi.
FarEast to look for jobs again, this time round they only hire 18 and above. -.-' Uh, like suey only.
Walked to Cineleisure and bused home from there.
Sunday, didn't went out. Watched online movie at home. At night things happened, we broke off. I cried like some mad pussy, monkey and others were brainwashing me, but to no avail, i'm very stubborn, diedyingdead filled my mind. I called Jielun up without any hesitation, cause he's the only person i can think of who can make me laugh and haven't sleep at that time, which is 3plus in the morning.
Chatted with him till 4plus, and request to hangup, but he doesn't allow me. I insisted and hang.
Awhile later, Roy bombed me calls after he saw the message i sent him. But i refuses to pick up and send him another message instead, telling him i'm sleeping alr, in fact i can't get to sleep. Meanwhile i'm having fever too.
Slept at 5am, and wake up at 8.20am.
I'm awake till now. I'm not tired, cause i know i can't get to sleep.
Asked him bout some things, and i'm afraid he's just giving false hopes. Twinnie, i need you. ):
Told Sherman bout it this morning, and he's always there cheering me up. Asking me to eat, at least drink if i don't want to. Make sure i don't cut, emo again. Ask me to meet him at Tamp and he would accompany me, but i'm heading down to Pasir Ris instead, i'm sorry another day k. He realised my voice sounds very shag, and send me a message and ask me not to get upset bout him.
But, which girl would do nothing, not even mentioning break up when her boyf went to meet another girl and lied to her that he's being locked up in the HQ. I guess only me. The reason for not doing that is because, i trust him, i wanted to give him another chance to change, people deserve second chance, don't they? I wanted to hear his explaination for lying to me, not telling me the truth. My biggest hope now is to patch up with him, i'll be a happy girl by then.
Anyhow, i went to Pasir Ris with Cassey just now for some chilling session by cycling around the park.
Somehow missed the times when i'm at ECP with Sherman.
Down to Hougang for Desmond's grandpa's songka afterthat, left around 7.20pm and went home. And i tear in the bus again, just now. I just can't control it. I'm a failure, sigh.
1 more week to our 2nd month, i really hope to spend it with you, not alone.
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