I've stayed at home the whole of today, and rotted like an apple.
Surprisingly, Shanda texted me in the noon, like wow. Lol!
Texting Ronne at the same time, and she asked me if i've any news for her to hear, sadly no. ;X
And she's unlucky enough to board the bus without any money in her ezlink card. Rofl.
Text her till she reach home, and continue our conversation online.
Suddenly we both went super down, yes she should know what's happening around me. My heart beats very fast, i could feel the thump and seems like it gonna drop out anytime, and i started crying. Lol.

Went to bathe afterthat, and when i return back, its Ronne's turn to emo. Rofl.
Had a tiff with Desmond, and tada we didn't contact for the whole day, he is very petty, he doesn't like me saying 'I want ___.' But i know its for my own good, i'm trying to change, but failed miserably. Sigh..
I've been brainwashing Ronne and Michelle at the same time, while Xinying and Waikiat are brainwashing me. And i'm very grumpy today, i screamed/grumbled at anyone who disturbed me especially Benji, i hanged his call somemore, i'm so sorry, i don't know why. Perhaps, its the symptom of depression? Haha, i've been thinking too much this few days/weeks.
Any idea why guys are so straight forward nowadays? Me don't like it! Lol.

Ahda, you better take good care of yourself hor, don't fall really sick eh! ;D
Ily, and Imy. D;