Tuesday, March 3, 2009

As i said yesterday, i'll be heading out with sister, and yes, i did.
I went to bathe and prepared early, cause i thought of meeting Yongkang first, as i'm bored enough to stay at home.
Trained down to amk around 4plus/5? Reaching there at 5plus.
Waited for Yk for a super duper very long time. -.-'
Meetup with them at the Old Changi (Old Chang Kee) there. ._.
Then went to help that Mr. Troublesome Yk, and sister to get their bubble tea. I hope K.Nyk become bubble and fly away. Haha! I guess twinnie know what i mean lar hoh.

Aftermath, sister reached, walked to the mrt station to welcome her! Haha, ofcourse not lar, went to fetch her only.
Then went back to meetup with Yk, Jerry and co again.
Went Ntuc to look for sister's stuffs, then, parted with Weiwei and others.
We five, highing on the way up to food junction to meet Weiwei and others.
Thanks to Jerry lar! Should go find your Tom Tom Tommie you know!
Make me laugh till my cheeks gone redred, machiam red apple like that hur! Somemore stomach cramps. -.-' I can hardly walk ok.

Reached food junction, me and sister still laughing, but this time round is over something we know, and they don't. ._. Secrets between us. Haha!
Laugh all the way till we went off lar, can say so.
Joey called me last minute ask me go find them. -.-' So i was like ok lor, went to meet them lor. Sorry to pangseh Yk and co, go off without even saying goodbye. ._.
166 down there to meetup with them. -.-' I'm like so hell extra again! -.-'
And, i don't know what the hell happens, suddenly become so down after i've read one message sent by someone.
So, i leave there around 9plus, without saying goodbye again, this time round, i'm really fucking sad, hard to believe, but i still have to.

Maybe i should have alr ask you earlier on, but, i don't know how to put it in words, it's very hard for me to communicate with you in this way. Its like, i'm either sitting at one table/side alone, or stand at one side alone, you're always with your friends, your brothers. They seems to be more important than me. I always asked myself, do i really stand a place in your heart, or only a spare tyre? I don't know things turn out that unexpectedly, and i don't even know what to do now. I'm left with nothing, absolutely nothing, i can end my life, just like this, for you. You don't even treat me as your girlfriend, do you? There's nothing i can do to change you, if you're willing to change for a better, then that's great. Let fate decide if we should be together. Takecare, dear. Loveyou.

And, i didn't know i said something to someone's friend which hurt that someone so deeply. I'm so sorry mydear. I hope you could forgive me. {: God bless you. Hope you could really find a new stead asap. {:
And, Desmond said i take things for granted, which i think its so perfectly true, maybe i should change alittle? ._.
Ok lar, enough of craps here, i gonna go for my nap alr, bye.

P/s: I'll change for a better asap. ;X Lol!

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